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Monday, August 30

ganun talaga...

magaling ka rin naman pala eh.. MAG-JUDGE.

quits lang tayo!!!


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 21:54.

I'm entitled to my opinions din naman. DIBA????

And you don't have the right to judge me. WALA KANG KARAPATAN. Pero salamat na rin, maige nang alam ko na di mo alam kung sino talaga ako. THANK YOU!


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 15:29.

Am I in the right path?
Friday, August 20

One of our tasks in work last week was to create our own personal and professional timeline.

For me, it was a pretty tough job.. since I basically am not sure YET on what I want to do in the future. I know.... at this age, no.. make that, at MY age, my mind should be pretty set on what I want to do and who I want to be. But yeah, not happening.

So I realized that in the next few years, I want to be too many things. and do loads of things...

Quick question... "Kaya ko ba?"

Some people dream big.. but maybe not me. I don't know if it's a totally bad thing, but maybe it's just that I'm being cautious.. (or lazy?) But yeah.. I wish I had more distinct goals for my future.

BUT... We don't know what the future holds right? We can plan today.. and lay down Plans A to Z, but if it's not meant to be, then it's NOT, right?

But anyway, I'm not saying that I did not put down any goals in this timeline I made for work. I have plans until I'm 60..

There are too many things I dream for myself to do and to be.. AND GOD KNOWS IT WOULD BE FREAKIN' AWESOME IF I GET TO ACHIEVE AT LEAST 1/3 OF THOSE THINGS. :)

But see, change is the only thing constant in this world right?

My dreams may change.. the people around me may change.. Heck, even the economic status of our country changes like forever!

So let's see.

I guess I'm just trying to check if I'm on the right path.. I mean.. IS MY VISION CLEAR? :)) And am I doing the right things to achieve my vision?



temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 17:48.

looking back
Wednesday, August 18

i forgot how bad things used to be.. until i read my emails again.

and now i remember how much it used to hurt.
how much betrayals and lies there were.

how you chose to NOT choose me..

and suddenly, it made me realize that somehow, or maybe, you should not go back into my life again.

less stress?

or not?

I just don't want to be the one who cares more. :(



temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 21:45.

Sunday, August 15

if this is where it's at, then i'm not interested pala.

i'd rather go back to the sweet old days when i used to not care about you.


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 17:34.


was that the end? :(


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 01:35.

Thursday, August 12

I can't believe it actually worked. In a really twisted, complicated way, it worked ;)


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 17:30.

Wednesday, August 11

I know it's wrong. This is asking for another sign. :))

But what the heck.

Let's try this anyway!

I promise not to keep my hopes up ;)


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 16:49.

Monday, August 9

God really moves in mysterious ways. And He sure knows what he's doing..

Last week, I attended a leadership seminar. But it wasn't any ordinary seminar. It was a Spiritual Leadership Seminar. At first I thought to myself, "What? Spiritual Leadership? This sounds like a retreat."

So yeah, that was my first "stereotype" of that seminar. Little did I know that it was God's way to quiet down my pride I've held on for months.

See, I've almost always posted something hateful, negative or bashing on my blog for the longest time. I know that this has been my outlet for all my musings and rants, that's why I used it freely. I didn't really realize that it may be bothersome for some and even hurtful to a certain extent.

During the seminar, I received a lot of wake up calls from God in between those 2 days of sitting down in front of the speaker. There were lines such as: "If you have problems with anyone right now, God wants you to fix them. NOW"; "Pride is the biggest enemy. You just need to let go and trust God."

During those times, I was only thinking of one specific person --- the person I have rift with. All the while I was thinking, "Yeah right, I know God wants me to do that.. but I'm not ready." Well, the seminar taught me that God is the Potter and we are the clay. We only have to follow on what the Potter decides for us to do and to be. So at least I gave myself a deadline.

I know it's wrong, but I asked God for a sign. And what better sign is there? SEE THE PERSON ON THAT VERY SAME DAY. Funny right? It's like He hit me in the face right then and there.

So after the seminar... I made my deadline official. But see, it's a deadline to see a sign. Bad, right?

But anyway, I said that I'm giving me and the person until the end of the week. If the person makes a move or tries to talk to me until before the week ends, I said.. "maybe things will change. Just maybe." Come Friday, I forgot about this. You see, for a working person, Friday can signify the "end of the week", right? But that time, maybe I just decided to give up on this sign thing since it's pretty pointless knowing that the person is never online on the next days after the seminar, etc etc.

HOWEVER, God did not fail me. On Saturday, I got a call. I didn't answer it at first, but I got a call. From the person.

Bottomline, we talked. It started out rough, since there were still lots of issues involved, but we carried on.

And guess what? The week wasn't over yet. It was Saturday, right? I guess it was God's will that brought this together.. or brought us together...

I know the road to forgiveness, acceptance and understanding is a long way to go, but like what I said, IT WAS A GOOD START.

Let's see where this goes.


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 23:12.

Sunday, August 8

I guess we're not that "tumblr-able" yet... or post-able. or whatever


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 21:25.

Saturday, August 7

The word "friend" or "best friend" is currently distorted or taken for granted right now. Make that again.

What's new right?

It's just that it sucks that it has to happen to me again (now) and all the time.


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 16:41.


POTA, galing mo talaga sa timing eh.

diretsuhin ko na ha.

sa tuwing nagtetext ka, nag-ym at nagmemessage sa facebook, LAGI NIYA AKONG KATABI AT KASAMA


I have bigger problems at the moment. HAY.


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 08:32.

Monday, August 2


good thing our eyes seemed half-closed ;)


temporary superstar jenna curtsied on 22:37.