found a better test!!! hahahaha

You are Say! You scored 42% jologs factor, 72% conservatism, 50% humor, and 80% pakikisama!

Definitely the most conyo girl in the batch, people like your sweet, patweetums image. You are also well-liked because you know how to reach out to your other housemates. Your kakikayan and your conyo antics might just piss other people. And yeah, we know you love JB, you don't have to reveal that every other minute.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 18% on jologs factor You scored higher than 96% on conservatism You scored higher than 45% on humor You scored higher than 87% on pakikisama

Link: The Which PBB Housemate Are You? Test written by black_auteur on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Your Haloween Costume Should Be

Elvis

Your Couture Shoes Are

Marc by Marc Jacobs 654831

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Sakura Asukai

on a silent protest

hay. like what my YM status says.. "i shouldn't be stuck here. i should be out having fun =(".

argh.

was supposed to go out tonight. my best bud invited me to metrowalk coz closing tonight ng octoberfest.. mej and char also invited me to greenbelt, either temple or nuvo..

but my dad snapped at me and told me "aalis ka na naman??" he was like "buong araw ka na wala kahapon, aalis ka na naman?"

oMG. yes, i was out yesty.. but i went to school to pay.. and went to mcdo to have lunch and chitchat with madz. wow. "lakad" hehe.. hay nako.

so yun. i feel bad.

DEAD.

being the "just-a-friend" type

just a weird thought. how come some people tend to be labeled always as "just a friend"? there are some who are perceived to be "girlfriend material", and some are "pangtrip lang", some are even "pangdisplay lang"... but some fall on the "kaibigan lang" category.

i won't be hypocritical. i can definitely relate to this "dilemma". well, its not so much of a big deal. i mean im not really complaining... oh whatever.

anyway. the thought was very clear on my mind a while ago. and now im trying to pick up pieces from my "imagined blog entry". boohoo.

hmmm going back to what i was saying (before i interrupted myself).. hmmm... i duno. sometimes... i feel like im never good enough for people. hmm or maybe its just that i cant please everyone? hmm..

right from the very start.. as in going back to my childhood days.. if ever there's someone to like, i always fall under their "friends only" portfolio. up until my high school days... yeah, its still the case. i felt that there is something about me that's missing.. maybe that "something" makes me not good enough to be someone to be liked. argh.

i sound pathetic no?

wala lang. ever since kasi, if i like someone.. that someone would usually like someone verrryy close to me. as in... it hurts like hell in the end when i found out that the person likes a friend... i mean... ang bitter ng dating ko pero.. msakit tlaga e.. tapos LAGI pa nangyayari. as in seryosong lagi. i would love to give a list of names, pero i'll save myself from kahihiyan na lang. haha!! :P

anyway. im thinkin. ano naman if "kaibigan lang" ako? hmmm. i duno. maybe it makes me feel different from others. kasi wala talaga e. ang weird. parang there's something missing na hindi mo maintindihan. haha.

im tired of being just a friend.



woeeeh. drama.

new layout!

i got tired of my old layout so i decided to change it. :) haha. its so hard that u have to click on something, etc before u can see the whole thing so there. i went back to the "basics" wahaha :) anyway. at least i wont get too lazy to blog again. hopefully. i have loads to tell. :)