i only wanted to make things special..
... i dont wanna be all selfish and take all the credit..
..i dont wanna act like a bitch.
..i dont want to make you feel that i do not appreciate whatever you just thought of.
..i didnt like it when you said my idea was UGLY. or at least ur reaction said a lot about it.
...i didnt like the feeling of being like a third wheel or being just an outsider to that plan...
coz come to think of it... I WANTED THIS BADLY TOO. and i can't think of anything else to do..
YOU HAVE DISHEARTENED ME.