not only am i cleaning the house today... im de-cluttering my life. i've been on this positive-cheery-optimistic self since last week. and i dunno if it's making any difference. haha. but yeah! i feel better... than before. :) hehe.
i miss my friends. i'm glad that every now and then i still get to talk to some of them and do major updates.. and sabi nga nila diba... you only need those friends who prove that they need you in their lives. narealize ko yan. so if people push you away.. it only means they don't need you. and you shouldn't be needing that either.
anyway, i remember someone asking me (way way back) to come up with an entry that would describe what a best friend is. haha. i found the draft of that blog entry kasi and i never got to finish it. it was still on its first sentence. how nice. but now if u ask me.. siguro when a friend is your best friend, you just know. yun lang. i can never fully define it but yeah. :)
anyway, it's Christmas season again.. and it's a time for bankruptcy in my case! hahaha. still no work.. so i'm pushing my atm limits. haha. kidding. anyway, I'm excited for Christmas.. well, sort of. so yah, i've started my Christmas shopping but I still have several left - like for my family. haha which sucks since I have to get out of the house ALONE to buy them gifts. I wonder when that will be. :)
we're still redecorating our house right now. im in front of the computer right now, blogging but at the same time, cleaning out the cabinets, etc and containers in front of me. haha. super daming clutter. wala lang. my dad said mag-garage sale na daw kami. yes! finally!!! kaya ininform ko agad si besp. hehe kasi siya nag-influence sakin to let go of things :) hehehe. ayos! so yun. inform ko na lang kayo. baka gusto nio bumili ng luman ref. hahaha :)
hmmm. naiinspire ako magblog ulit. kasi nakikita ko siya ulit as an outlet to release my thoughts and feelings. sana WAG kontrahin diba? hmmm. i was reading my blog entries from 2002-2003.. grabe. i was very PERKY. haha. no, i was blogging talaga on a regular basis kasi. tapos ang drama ko pa! grabe. pero in fairness magaganda entries ko. post ko ulit yung pinakamaganda. hahaha. or basahin na lang sa archives. haha. sobra. i've been rejected for too many times na rin pala in the past.. issue! haha. nakakatuwa lang magbasa.. every now and then nakakalungkot pa rin pala balikan yung mga nangyari. kaya gusto kong mabasa ulit mga entries ko. hahahaha. :) mushy.
anyway. ill TRY to start today. blogging keeps me sane since besp is away... and yeah. she's the one i trust na makikinig sakin. like this blog. hindi tao hindi hayop nakikinig?>! haha ok, im blabbing na.
ok. cge mamaya ulit. pag tinamaan ako ng need to blog. hahaha :))