going DOWN the line....It's official. My dad just asked me if I was already looking for a job.. wow. that's definitely a first. I feel like they expect sooo much from me and I'm scared that I won't be able to live up to their standards or whatever.
I'm
about supposed to GRADUATE from college on June 2, 2007. However, things aren't looking so good and I feel so bad and scared about it...
...and I don't know how I can express all these pent-up emotions.
I'm afraid of not being able to graduate ON TIME. I have a lot of people on my list to disappoint if that happens: family, friends, relatives, etc. I really don't want that to happen...
BUT
Thing is, I'm really f*cked up with my thesis right now. My prof just emailed me on the LAST DAY FOR SUBMISSION OF GRADES that my thesis has this and that flaw, and that
MY PAPER WILL STILL NOT PASS ME.
This scared the hell out of me. I swear. I called up my best friend immediately and cried like crazy. I called some more friends to share my shithole position, and I thank them for comforting me. Thank you guys.
I still don't know what to do. If I don't get the grade, I'm doomed. and that won't be nice. I'm currently hating my prof too, since it was such short, not to mention LATE, notice.
Guys, I hope you pray for me. I really need prayers. I don't know how I'm gonna get through with this. My prof isn't replying for some reason.. and I'm really worried that I'm not gonna graduate on time. I don't want to be a big disappointment.
To think I've worked really hard for this.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm such a mess.Someone please help.
