why do bad things happen to good people?


and yes, i just end up asking WHY...

When There Was Me And You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true

Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

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QUOTE up in the moment :)

· Ask ko c God, "bkit may taong manhid?". Sbi nya, "wala Akong gnawang gnon".. napahiya ako'y napatungo... kasi saba pa Nya "manhid ba siya o di mo lang matanggap na iba na mahal niya?"
· Insensitivity happens by choice, not by nature. Coz human beings all have feelings..it's just that there are some who pretende not to feel and some who act so blind not to see..
· Saddest and hardest part of letting go...is the moment you stepped backward, waiting for a shout, to call your name, and get back... That would never come...Then you're left with tears involuntarily falling from your eyes.. and a realization "She/He's really never gonna run after me.." :(
· Feelings are made to be expressed, its not meant to be helpless nor kept...Don't be a loser without fighting, never make regrets for yourself to suffer.. coz you know what? SILENCE hurts more. =(
· Lam mo ba kung gano kasakit marining sa mahal mo na iba ang taong mahal nya? Ganto, para kang nahulog mula ika-20 palapag ngunit sa kasamaang palad, buhay ka pa rin...
· Kadalasan nakakatakot magmahal.. kasi nakakatakot umasa..pero.. diba mas nakakatakot pag nalaman mo.. na wala kang pag-asa sa taong mahal mo...? pero pinapakita niya sayo na mahalaga ka.. =/
· Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you've loved someone, they'll never love you back and sometimes... you have to be okay with that.

QUOTE up in the moment :)

· Ask ko c God, "bkit may taong manhid?". Sbi nya, "wala Akong gnawang gnon".. napahiya ako'y napatungo... kasi saba pa Nya "manhid ba siya o di mo lang matanggap na iba na mahal niya?"
· Insensitivity happens by choice, not by nature. Coz human beings all have feelings..it's just that there are some who pretende not to feel and some who act so blind not to see..
· Saddest and hardest part of letting go...is the moment you stepped backward, waiting for a shout, to call your name, and get back... That would never come...Then you're left with tears involuntarily falling from your eyes.. and a realization "She/He's really never gonna run after me.." :(
· Feelings are made to be expressed, its not meant to be helpless nor kept...Don't be a loser without fighting, never make regrets for yourself to suffer.. coz you know what? SILENCE hurts more. =(
· Lam mo ba kung gano kasakit marining sa mahal mo na iba ang taong mahal nya? Ganto, para kang nahulog mula ika-20 palapag ngunit sa kasamaang palad, buhay ka pa rin...
· Kadalasan nakakatakot magmahal.. kasi nakakatakot umasa..pero.. diba mas nakakatakot pag nalaman mo.. na wala kang pag-asa sa taong mahal mo...? pero pinapakita niya sayo na mahalaga ka.. =/
· Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you've loved someone, they'll never love you back and sometimes... you have to be okay with that.

¿Otra historia de amor triste?

Deseo que acabe de decir todo que yo me siento en este momento. Deseo que fuera eso fácil. Yo todavía no puedo entender por qué yo me siento esta manera.. y por qué yo todavía no puedo tomar sus sentimientos para ella. Yo no quiero tratar con estas emociones ya.

Acabo de desear que yo no caí para usted. Deseo.. las cosas eran apenas normales.

What Happened to Jenna?

A lot of people have been asking me what happened to me this March til June. Apparently, everyone though I graduated last March, and that I'm currently working (already) at ABS-CBN Foundation. However, this is fiction. wenk. I'm still in school. and if you're wondering why... NO, I did not flunk anything or failed to take some units last year. I'll make this new "Things You Need to Know About Jenna" as an update. I was making a "Top 10 Update" like, 2 weeks ago or something but it got lost somewhere. stupid internet connection.

1. My PC got busted. So bye-bye old files, and hello big disk space. I lost all my pics, music, etc. and I have no choice but to reload them again. boohoo.

2. Like what I said earlier, I am still in school... I made it to the 5th Year... the Masteral program of the University.. :) I must say, it's quite exciting,,, but I know it's gonna be a VERY tough road. But I'm actually looking forward to graduate already.. My 1st year kabarkada, Aireen (or Tart as we call her), is with me. I'm happy that at least we get to be classmates again after 2 years :)

3. I'm still working as an intern for ABS-CBN Foundation's Bantay Kalikasan. However, i've only got around 3 days to go. I'm just finishing off my remaining hours from the 276 hours needed from last summer. haha. I'm having fun actually. My supervisor said that they were supposed to absorb me, but unfortunately I chose to enter the masteral program of the university. There goes a good job :) Anyway, we are still having this campaign, and if you guys still don't know it, it's the SAVE THE LA MESA CAMPAIGN. I'm pretty sure you have heard of this signature campaign of some sort... It's for the La Mesa Dam -- we want to declare it as a protected area so that it cannot be touched by anyone who will claim it as theirs, thus, ensuring us with clean drinking water for the next years. :)

Guys, please help us with this :) [nag-plug? Ü] Anyway, please go to http://www.lamesaecopark.com to view the manifesto and petition, and please sign to support our cause :) You can also send your signature through text. Just type LM PROTECT NAME, ADDRESS and send to 231 for Smart, Talk and Text and Addict Mobile OR 2366 for Globe, Touch Mobile or Sun :) HEHEH!

4. Eto wala lang, I was able to cross out 12 items out of the 19 in my June wishlist! Hooray! Minsan lang yan :) Unfortunately, I still have 7++ (more to go) that would be in my July wishlist.. hehe

5. I watched Superman yesterday! Yey for that!!! It's been too long since I last watched a verrry good movie. (With a very pogi actor :))

6. I'm planning to enroll in a music school sometime soon. (soon, meaning as soon as I get decided or something :))

7. I don't know what to write about anymore. I lost the "go go go" factor to write again. haha. Anyway, I'll try to do more updates from now on :) hehe.

8. I miss my college friends. Most of them graduated already.. like Cheka, Nadine, Aspe, Jimi, Mej, Sheryl, Fem, Omin, Maan, etc. and its sad.. I almost cried during their grad kasi its so sad to watch these people go... and you're not with them. Guys, you're terribly missed!!!


lalng. hello :) bye.