how life is for a failure *flash a big L on the forehead*
- everyone's just better than you --- in all things you do --- no matter how hard you work for it.
- someone likes everyone else around you --- close friends in particular --- and sees you as a friend. only. and that someone doesn't even have a clue that you like that someone.
- your loved ones think you can't do anything productive. and that you suck.
- you can't list any accomplishment/s on your resume.
- your relatives think you need a total overhaul, erm, makeover.
- your friends don't reply to your messages, be it on friendster, sms or YM.
- your vcd player won't work.
- you got yourself caught up in a situation you can't escape. like having to admit to someone that you like/liked them --- and it's all your darned fault.
- all your friends on YM are on invisible mode, on SMS, mobile or offline.
- you can't motivate yourself to start a life-changing thingamajig.
- you forgot how to speak/write in spanish.
- knowing that you can't reach 5th year or a masteral degree in your course.
- everyone else has their own band. you want to start your own -- but you know you can't do it alone. and no one's joining you.
- sometimes you feel as if you're the only one who checks our your blog. oh, and nobody ever leaves a comment/tag. some people get a lot of reactions, but not you.
- you don't have a best friend anymore. apparently lost to some guy. oh, and the same goes to all your old school buddies too.
- you are always the second option.
- you can't fix your own life. and everyone else seems to be doing fine.
- maybe, you're just too boring.