no updates for 5 days. wow. i must be really lazy/buzy huh? i have loads to do already. i really want to tell you, but it would take me quite sometime to tell them all. its almost my 20th bday, and i really dont want it to happen.. not coz i dont wanna be 20 yet. i have to STUDY on the night of the 14th. that really sucks. next week would be my hellweek.. wow. what a way to spend ur bday week. anyhoo. i promise ill make a decent entry tomorrow. or maybe not tomorrow. make that soon.