it just seems to
circle around you.
there's still so much i want to know about you.
i've known you for almost two years now.
but part of you --
no. YOU. you remain a mystery to me.
there's a certain 'lightness' about you
that never ceases to amaze me.
but it's a fact...
that's weird to be around you.
ironically, i still await for the day
that i get to spend with you
no, not again!
is it still there?
there's a feeling that still bothers me.
and this is so wrong.
i've let go of you in the past.
or am i just making myself
believe that i've let you go?
is this just a phase?
are the feelings really gone?
i never get enough answers.
this is all your fault.
you make me feel so guilty just for being your friend.