[my desire to blog: 30 May 03 : 23.20]
Broken pieces of me that i tried to pick up one by one..
is someone there? can you help me?
i need you to help me, but could you?
WOULD YOU? CAN YOU?
no..i dont think you can do a single thing to release me from this..
i dont know. now, i feel like no one could do that for me..
now as i continue on trying to find and
hopefully pick up all of me i've left behind in the past,
for whatever reason it may be, God knows.
i dont know! where will i go? what do i get?
and still, the same answer lands on my face.
yes, absolutely nothing. it's freaky -- almost haunts me.
how will i ever find my lost self?
will i ever find them?
am i gonna have a chance to be whole again?
WHOLE? whew, its so not me right now.
EMPTY.. that's what it is, most probably, i guess..
i'm as empty as... something.. well, empty.
i dont know if i'm still making sense.
i just want to put an end to all the existing thoughts in my head.
i wish it would be as easy as placing a period in a sentence..
now, tell me, do you happen to know where i left my broken pieces?